Motivating factor (I)

I love watching drama series like CSI (Crime Scene Investigation: Miami, New York and Vegas alltoghether) and Numb3rs.. I could sit in front of the TV set for hours watching these dramas back- to-back episodes.. but then, that was a history.. I could never do that anymore as I couldn't even find time to sleep during daytime... *sigh'...

I still love the series though, the 'complicatedness' of the stories in each episode, the scientific and mathematical terms they used (I bet the actors/actress don't even understand what they are saying themselves... hahaha), and all the other ingredients that has attract me to become one of the fans of these type of drama.

On the other hand, my husband says that those drama are too heavy... we have to think while watching, and that's not the purpose of watching TV, says him.. hehe.. see, we have 2 different views, but yet we respect each others choice.. :)

Heavy ehh? Yupp, I think so too... but then, it's not that I'm trying very hard to keep in pace with all the dialogues... and of course most of the dialogues mentioned about chemical reactions, how to find proofs in burnt cars, mathematical equation/theory to find the bombers chain reaction, so on and so forth... no, i don't understand most of them... but why do i still stick to it?

I find it motivating actually.. They always try their best to solve a problem no matter how many times they have failed.. (of course it's the script who told them to do so.. haha).. and they reminds me to think out of the box.. the solution to one problem does not necessarily lies in or near the problem itself, but there may be some tiny little information that we missed out in the first place, that solve the 'mysteries' alltogether..

And it forced my brain to work as well... Having an idle brain for a long time doesn't give me a happy feeling... hahaha.. weird me.. :P

Re-appearance...

assalamualaikum...

setelah sekian lamanya tidak ku jenguk dan tidak ku kemaskinikan blog ini, rasanya sudah sampai masanya untuk aku kembali memberikan sekelumit perhatian kepada web ini.. hehe..

dah bermadah berhelah plak ye... tapi mmg dah lama rupanya aku x update... last time was on October 7th, and i have not even gave birth to my daughter (sorry grammar berterabur.. haha..)..
now she's nearly 4 months old, and i have soooooooooooo many stories and thoughts to share with you guys my everdearest blog-readers.. :)

why don't i blog all this while? am i too busy? what am i busy about?

well, technically yes, i am quite busy... catching up with my study progress.. i have been 'abandoning' my study for almost 2 months, and to ensure the momentum is as good as before, is quite hard... thus, i'm struggling (eventhough not to death.. :D) as hard as i can... i'll be forced to struggle to death if my supervisor know i'm not trying hard enough... hahaha... so shhhh... ;)

anyway, i promise (to myself and to my fellow friends) that i'll make time to update this blog as frequent as i could... hopefully i'll be able to do so... huhu... i think my problem is just about time management... handling 2 kids (a 'very hyperactive' toddler and a 'attention seeker' baby) takes most of my after-office time... and that makes me spent my 9-5 precious study time to the max that i can afford to.. i guess that explains my 'absence' in these 4 months.. :)

anyhow, i made a vow, and i will stick to it insya Allah.. :) thank to those who have been visiting my blog all this while and do come again ya..